Monday, January 30, 2012

He shapes my life

 
MMMmmmmm....i feel so free :} its the 30th Jan and the results for whichever poly course i'll be taking is finally out! at 8 a.m today. Surprisingly, despite being a unable to wake up in the mornings before today, i got up at 9 a.m. Somehow, i managed to hear my mom shouting at me to check for my results. Im being silly, the first thing i check wasn't the course but the school....Temasek Poly
i went mad for a moment! Initially, i didnt even consider temasek Poly cos i was so wanting to get a poly in the red line area. I was aiming for SP/NYP so i contemplated for some time. Secondly, when i saw Integrated Resort management as my course, i was like WAAAAAAAATTTTT???? TP NO FOOD INSIDE D':
cos i was so certain that i'll get the Marketing course at NYP (nanyang poly). Still, not bad. After spending the morning with my neighour Prima. i accepted temesak poly and my course with much better ease. 

It may not be the course i targeted for nor the school i dream of being in...However....Its by God's intervene i strongly believed.....15points for a reason....Temasek for a reason....IR mangement for a reason. Evidently, i succumbed to whatever God has planned.lovely

After a little soul searching... I feel as through the month of Jan has been planned by God for me in every little detail. The fact that after those 2 tiring weeks debating, being depressed, struggling with mimick, we finally hit breakthrough the after noticing that despite how stubborn the both of us are.
Im not saying that we're back together, i clearly state this.............

im really gratified God allowed tribulations to creep to me, yes indeed....The sky is so much clearer after the the rain. I start the month of Feb and more with a much deeper appreciation for God, an even higher sense that im slowly pathing my way into this society, a definite much more mature person,a more broken spirit,a deeper depth for the bond i share with someone and a light heart :}

so 2012, i pray that you'll treat me well, im not a girl not yet a woman, do have mercy on me


*hiie peeps, this is just a post for myself, pls do ignore ya*