sitting down reading my Bible, it gave me alot of views of myself. how corrupt i can be and how stupid i could be. it made me so tired of how i lived my life. On God's scale; no one is good...no matter how good another humans says that person is, he/she has something that makes him no way pure in God's eyes. so i feel tears up my eyes. On how much im going through, the torture i felt mentally and that fatigue i get from those reoccurring dreams, that growing fear and that pain i felt at the middle of my throat about how much trouble im going through. i feel so tired :'{ living this way. im a christian, i should really live like one, im dead in my own sins.