i have to admit...i wish to have long slim legs, a nicer face sometimes, a better attitude...etc etc. i know it's easy to change looks now, just wear contacts, dress up more often, curl/wave/whatever to hair. However, i still do value the natural face. I dont want to have the worry of going out making sure im looking as how i was normally. Cause i dress so plainly, i can go to the supermarket dressed in my night wear (shirt+track pants) and i can dont give a dang whether people will go 'what, whys she look so....today'. i can go freely about not worrying about my eyes or make-up.
my hair???....i love it now, though im trying really hard to wave to make it look more natural:} i did consider highlighting but then again, i defeat the purpose of looking after my hair huh....i know, im really plain looking. I bet my bf's frens secretly compare and find me the most normal looking :x i always felt that way and that the compliments i get was to make me feel better. Though, i sincerely take in my bf's compliments. I give much care to how others see me as, as long as i look pleasant to his eyes, that's more than enough of me. I don't need others' attention. I know he'd be abit worried if i curled my hair, i know i look slightly better with curled hair. then again....i dunnoe?
im not willing to shake of how i look now. its nice to look about the same through i know im starting to look different after looking through all my old photos, how flat my nose used to be! and how tanned i was, it's amazing his cousin finds me white now oo
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