ssooooooooo....

Hiie peeps, my lover's snoring right now, he's sick, im sick too but apparently i often have insomnia. Its closing to sun raise, i want to chance the opportunity to see the morning which i often wake up too late to watch. Dawn is a beautiful time of the day, breath-taking and peaceful. I often wish to wake up early enough to appreciate it, however, im never an early raiser. what a waste.

yes, this time, last year, things were so diffrerent, i was more worried about how i was going to tackle my o level year and i notice that as the years past...i take things at a different approach. When i was a girl,i'd pack my luggage in a mess and bring alot of extra clothes which makes it hard to pack, i'd even bring my swim suit. Now what? i have other stuff to bring now, like bra, sanitary pads, deodorant, facial care? Its more things each year but the amount of space i need is actually less, im not as kiasu (too apprehensive? like too worried that i wont have enough), i'd bring just enough clothes with 1 pair of extras, im more tidy now, i even put all my necessities in a box so that it'll be all in just one place, i have a toiletries bag so that i can jus take and go instead of carrying so much for bath time. so yeaps....thats one thing

i notice that although im lazy to style, i do have my own taste of clothes now. My wardrobe used to consist of 60% uniforms, now its so empty as i no longer need them, slowly the space is being filled with new apparels which im interested in. 

I take things more cautiously and slowly now...unlike when i used to rush into stuff without questioning. Im more wary of God and the world that's opening to me. I start to pay attention to alot of things i used to be carefree off....

I know im only 16, im but a child, im still growing, but im glad im gonna grow up together with lovie. It makes the path to growing up more exciting than dreadful. Its gonna be a roller coaster ride.