Totaly mindfreaked

totally been off screen for days, im sorry guys, someone asked apparently.... are you sure youre mixed blood? dude... im totally mixed blood anong BOBO... go translate it or something, but im sure i spelled the first word incorrectly. alrights, i hope you guys enjoyed your Xmas fest? been away for a couple of days because mainly, been trying to sort out stuff ( that it included stuff to do with my mentality) - its a little screwed inside for sometime-

alrights....so i owe you guys a short review on a little of what have i been doing while i mia-ed... there's food of course... a little on the sweet side...there's fish... unbelievably as i have a fear for fishes and their dead man's stares. There's a little be of Robert patison look if i can actually snag a photo of that guy. ( apparently a new found little bro whom i'd totally adopt for a baby bro). 

Hopefully, a ton of unglam fotos from an upcoming bboy lesson, yes i've finally taken up dance, a hot rode ( my fren's)

* btw, anybody mind selling me shoes for breakdancing? im new to this, treat me kindly *

altights, 1 new vlog coming up soon as well as a short idiot video on Fishie stuff :} 

anyways for the girls out there.....

sometimes... don't you hate it when you look at your boyfriend's past love and she's an eyecandy?

admittedly, i totally hate it, although i accept how i look , sometimes, those pessimistic thoughts will get the better of you and you'll go emo at one corner going....... WHYS I SO NORM LOOKING compared to her.
no matter how many times, your boyfriend would call you beautiful there's still this disgusting feeling of wanting to be alittle more prettier.

HOWEVER....after much reflecting.. i came to pull myself up by thinking this way

1. You need that little bit more of confidence to actually look better yourself
2. Personally, even if you don't look as good, sometimes it's the charisma that brings about an appeal to the face...work on it
3. you may not be pretty...but...your personality is the 1 thing that'll make up for that. you may not have those big beautiful eyes, that nice petite nose, lovely kissable lips. RETROSPECTIVELY, you have features that are already fine, just be thankful and work on a marvelous personality which will not just make up for that. it'll bring about a higher respect for you.  take a look at Jay Chou for example....simply charisma:}
4. Whys did i stray from this????....' i just want to be perfect in God and my bf's eyes' and its already done...so whys am i still not satisfied ?
5. Sharon, you're dumb.

so ya....sometimes, moodswings a b!tch and it totally brought about sad feelings. so sharon STOP!~