BBQ

As a person living in singapore, its a confirm that i would have done and tried BBQ food, then again its only recently that ive acquired that long gone craving for meat. Can believe it or not ah, i abstain chicken wing or proper meat almost for the entire 4 years im in secondary, esp for occasions like my school's fine dining ;x i do cook chicken for family and friends ah but that's really ehhhh...once in a blue moon because im a bloody act chef who cannot bare looking at those bloody tissue and viens etc._. 

i can still remember the first time i went for a BBQ session, the only thing i actually ate throughout the entire session was that weird tasting hotdog which Xiaxue already described plus burnt corn. i was like freaking serious that i hated BBQ till a fren changed my impression with Beer marinated bacon, SERIOUSLY LOVELY ♥ ya i know larh, its full of those salt stuff that's gonna kill you one day but once in awhile wont hurt.....eh wont it??? actually hor, not sure ._.

Being the person BBQ-ing the food. In truth, i cant be bothered because ya larh im a act princess at times, i dont want to get that smoke smell on my clothes and hair, i dont wanna sweat , i dont wanna feel dirty, but then again, you'll get that paisei (embarrassing feeling) that you should do work and end up trying to do it as well, sooner or later, i didnt bother about getting smelly anymore^^ However, most of the time, im those extra wanna help, in the end take for ownself first ^^v 

IM SO WANTING TO HAVE BBQ-ED FOOD RIGHT NOW :I!!!!

what i would give to understand you...God, im so freaking selfish

pretty faces

this is a sensitive topic, i understand.  for those get easily offended   im just speaking my mind out. If you dont like what you're reading, simply dont read. 

Now im neutral about this matter, just that the topic about girls and make up are rising OO whenever im on fb, once in awhile there'll be something to do with a girl with makeup and one without. Also, there's the argue about girls (guys as well) who went under the knife to obtain a much more desired appearance of themselves. Initially, i used to side those who are against makeup and plastic surgery cause mainly, ya it seemed unfair and unrealistic.

Ya, i do appreciate natural beauty cause in the end of the day, when you're gonna have sex with the girl, you'll end up seeing her nude face and you'd definitely want a pretty face one right? or 1 day you'd want to walk out of the house without the need for touch ups with ppl still preferring how you look.

then again

we, subconsciously, of course would feel jealous/angered/pissed/ disapprove of these ppl who looked better one way or another and find excuse to degrade them. Not saying that i envy those eyecandies with make up/plastic surgery. normally now, i'll give them a thumbs up if they do end up pretty, then don't bother anymore. When you think about it. doesn't it feel stupid that you're like complaining about someone using make up/surgery to beautify themselves. They took the effort and more to make themselves feel better about themselves and you're right there flaming them while you do nothing feel better about yourself. i mean....sounds alittle shameful of yourself isn't it? whys not mind your own business and look at yourself. ya you could give the excuse " at least i dont wear make up/ am not a plastic" but that's just a way to make yourself feel better than that person doesnt it? you'd still look the same.

mind your own business

This quote is becoming more and more of a rule to me, as i start to look at myself and felt stupid downgrading those who took effort to feel better about themselves. earning $$$ for surgery is not cheap, being brave and face those ppl who flame you and call you names is never easy, get ready to deal with the pain after going through surgery is not either. Can argue that the person's rich, that aside what do you think hurts more?

your money flew or the nasty comments you'd get from people? 

alrights, if that person's being bitchy, i can understand, but if that person's actually quite a decent lad/ladder. i see no wrong in wanting to be better looking. Dont bluff me girls, i know you'd feel better about yourself when you wear coloured contact lens and cut your hair to make yourself cuter/prettier, buy nice clothing. be it plastic surgery/heavy make up/ or whatever you do

they're the same

they're meant to make you look prettier, so whats the difference? just that someone decides to take that extra to look better. Everyone naturally would want to try and look better.

about those who look super different with makeup, don't you think that's actually cool??? they can actually work as make up artist :O! i kinda respect those girls cause i seriously cannot do makeup and neither do i look good in it;/ i look overdone with even little make up D;

gut feeling

So now im alittle fearful of going to doctors, right now i still on medication and im not really getting any better. i dont get whether it's just me or im really like that? or maybe its the effect of taking the medication. Just proves to show sometimes, it really pays to go with your gut feeling. Like, if you felt like you something's gonna happen today, take precaution. After so many incidents, i prefer to go with what my guts tell me rather than listen to 'oh you're just paranoid' sometimes;/ anyways.

1 thing; what DO you always bring with you when you go out? (besides handphone,keys,wallet)

i find that girls, they just dump what ever they used in their big bags of theirs. be it tissue, makeup, comb and even 1 pair of shoes. Yes, i have encountered a time where this girl cos she walks with heels all the time, she brings a pair of more comfy shoes with her and band-aids. However, the 1 thing a girl never forgets??? actually i dunnoe ^^ cause i often go out without even being bothered to have a bag with me. i'll just slide my wallet and phone in my pockets and off i'll go. Obviously later i'll regret cause whenever i need tissue i never thought of bringing some, when i need a place to put my stuff, all i have is thin air. 

i notice guys dont carry much, just keys wallets and phone. All stuffed into their pockets. I had 1 bad experience whereby i sat while having keys, pointed to me and right at my back pocket. IT BLARDY WELL HURT OKIE. lesson learnt ._.

CAMWHORE!

jus felt like doing so since my sister's com has a hell extraordinary webcam that so hell clear and bright, laugh at my pimple marks guys for all i care now ;D

just for the fun ^^

bet you normal sized eyed ppl and whites cant close your eyes like this XP!

and let me end with a face palm cos ya, i have puny eyes :{ i feel bad for my kids next time. they're gonna go mommy why is my eye so tiny while everyone else' are bigger :{ and a big nose -.-" anyways just look at my nose :O!

yeaps ive a pimple mark there too...sadly

partically, im a failed mixed blood who didnt inherit those nice big eyes and thick eye lashes with the deep set look :{ my eye lashes aren't thick hence it look seriously i dunnoe? pathetic ;o? anyways, there's a mess behind me ahahahx, pls ignore that ^^v peace ;D and no, i dont use contact lens ._. they are a hell unhealthy for eyes and i value my eyes cos up till now, i dont need to wear glasses :I!

Boys

OKIE.... was walking home with my girlfrens (sophia, huiping) and we walked passed a public table with a bunch of boys, now one thing i dont understand. Guys age 14-??? around 16??? they go ' wo de peng you yao ni number' which literally means my fren wants your number. yeaps, they saw the 3 of us and shouted that which continued till we were out of their view. Afterwhich, 2 of them followed us behind and continued to ask. Later on, we were far from them, they apparently ran after us just to get numbers. i dont even think they bothered to see which girl they want. they just wanna get our numbers?

Dear gosh, not that im high headed or something but really, thats ;/ come on, the girl already rejected you! whys run after her for number;/? it makes you  appear desparate. where's the dignity man! which is whys i did not refer them as guys. they're still young in mind plus appearance too, really.

whats your definition of a guy?

for me, erm, i consider a boy a guy once he of course matured in mind and physics. not that lanky skinny boy look with small shoulders still. I mean board shoulders, not lanky but the body's already well formed, the proper attitude of a guy??? like with manners, dignity and ettiqutes of a man. The way you dress leaves an expression too.

Boys i saw: big sized shirts, 1/2 pants, erm poor style of dressing, weird earrings/earstuds here and there. i dunnoe? just that shabby look which i find really ;/ they talk loud just just " EH GIRL!"  and spur vugarity like nobody's business;/ smoking looks cool to them.basically, sloppy looking with poor ettiquettes and they still have that 'boy' appearance.

Guys who i befriend : wear presentably, they dont look shabby, they've proper ettiqutes, they look presentable, they know how to treat a girl, no they dont spur vulgarity so openly. they are more careful and considerate about stuff.to do with their life, future, their families etc. they know how to carry themselves so that they'd give a decent impression.Their hair is well kept, not all over the place. Basically, they respect themselve and know how to behave already. AGE DOES NOT MATTER a boy can be 17 years old and he still acts like a boy. you could be 14 but you behave properly already. plus they've matured in physics as well.

coming to think of it; a guy that would grasp your attention( what kind of guy for you ladies)???
For me ; yeaps what ive described above, with sharp contours, gentleman, just be himself, tall guys with long legs and look attractive in jeans are indeed a bonus.Guys that are not too lean nor too buff. neatly dressed (dont need to be too into fashion look?) guys that just that have that special something about themselve and carry themselve confidently. yeaps :O

what about girls oo??? ehh. i not too particular but im like a guy :x, of course i'll prefer looking at a girl with good curves and girls with that mixed blood look and feel is a surplus to me, but the attitude and charisman of the girl would be the one thing that i'll look for right after looking at her face and figure ^^

then again, it all boils down to attitude. i'd prefer someone who i could laugh all day with than someone whose beautiful but keeps quiet like a bloody status. i dont stare at good looking ppl all day long and do nothing else ._. that will never happen.

anyhows, nobody attracts me more than 

HHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAZ. im not gonna show his face:} my personal eyecandy and love ^^v btw, he's got this kid like nature which totally makes my day any day :} believe it or not, ive never really called him goodlooking without him calling me pretty first ._. aside from that, nahs, never told him so. He's simply adorable ♥ and of course, he's my bf :}