Friday, December 30, 2011

mental calming


OKIE.... it's no longer 3am, as i am typing out, it is oficially 5.49am on my clock so yes, 2hours and 49mins has passed. i wont gladly rather be sleeping along with my bf at that and this timing as well.However wise, my body is really screwed. So i've decided to do some quiet time as well as to get myself to be both mentally prepared and at peace for my upcoming O level results on the 10th of january which is about.... 10 days away? you do the math.

Decided to do a little bit of sharing on what i've actually learnt whilst doing some quiet time. As my Bible was in my parents' room and i  don't want to bother them by sneaking in, i had to settle with a book that's supposedly good for people who talk too much and don't often bother to really listen.

Here's a small glimpse of what i've read and partook from reading and doing some thinking:
  • For Christians with big mouths (such as i ). It is said in the Bible that we should listen more than we speak .....Be quick to listen [and] slow to speak - James 1:19
  • WHYs????..... by actually being the one who keeps on talking, we will not be able to actually hear from what the person has to say and even if we allowed so; often, we'll just interrupt back w/o the other getting to the important part and hence this will actually cause Feuds.
  • When ACTUAL LISTENING ( to hear WITH intentions), we'll be guaranteed to learn something that we do not have any idea of!
  • NEVER listen closed heatedly, it never works
  • FOR THE LADIES : dont ever go .... 'THEN WHYS YOU ALWAYS NEVER CALL BACK/ GO DRINK' while your bf is explaining... you'll just make things worse...just hear every single thing out without you starting/gonna whine and complain (breakdown) cos that way... you'll never get the point that your bf is desperately trying to tell you.
  • Listening without interrupting is actually the highest form of respect you'll give to the 1 whose talking
so ya...these are really just my thoughts, dont flame me for anything. dont like what you read, than don't bother alrights? im jus sharing cause i think it'll do some good to those whiner/itchymouth/etc out there :}


 

random posting


About 2 days ago, me and lydia went around and about, finally had my taste buds on Din Tai Fung, totally miss it ♥ Albeit,  i often go for italian food and anything dairy, the chinese xiao long bao ( steamed pork dumplings) would be a dish i'd go for any day. Back to topic, our last stop for the day was a trip to a Fish Spa at T1 (tampines). The fishes there are already 3 years old, they're alot bigger than many other fish spas in Singapore, apparently, ive only come to know that after researching when i got back home! 

Known as 'doctor fishes' , these teethless fellas nimble ONLY areas with dead skin. Now the thing here..... ive a phobia for fishes. I especially hate those with red eyes and pale coloured scales, they totally give me the creeps. HOWEEVER,,,,,,,ive already paid $15 for half an hour...cannot back away. 

therefore



i played about with my yoghurt first

the thought of putting my leg in made me nuts


they're scattering near my feet already

and lydia said it was good there....

LOOK, this is within 1sec!

but lydia had it worse :D

megusta :}

i have a better pic of this, but didnt really want to show my face so.... pls look once again at lydia's feet ;D


so whats my comment?

my feet come out whiter, more smooth, looks clean ♥ so definite come back even if .... they still give me the creeps. anyways, random fotos peeps

you see that pink colour schedule book??? its a gift from my mom's fren... guess the price


























(sorry its sideways)


Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Totaly mindfreaked


totally been off screen for days, im sorry guys, someone asked apparently.... are you sure youre mixed blood? dude... im totally mixed blood anong BOBO... go translate it or something, but im sure i spelled the first word incorrectly. alrights, i hope you guys enjoyed your Xmas fest? been away for a couple of days because mainly, been trying to sort out stuff ( that it included stuff to do with my mentality) - its a little screwed inside for sometime-

alrights....so i owe you guys a short review on a little of what have i been doing while i mia-ed... there's food of course... a little on the sweet side...there's fish... unbelievably as i have a fear for fishes and their dead man's stares. There's a little be of Robert patison look if i can actually snag a photo of that guy. ( apparently a new found little bro whom i'd totally adopt for a baby bro). 

Hopefully, a ton of unglam fotos from an upcoming bboy lesson, yes i've finally taken up dance, a hot rode ( my fren's)

* btw, anybody mind selling me shoes for breakdancing? im new to this, treat me kindly *

altights, 1 new vlog coming up soon as well as a short idiot video on Fishie stuff :} 

anyways for the girls out there.....
sometimes... don't you hate it when you look at your boyfriend's past love and she's an eyecandy?
admittedly, i totally hate it, although i accept how i look , sometimes, those pessimistic thoughts will get the better of you and you'll go emo at one corner going....... WHYS I SO NORM LOOKING compared to her.
no matter how many times, your boyfriend would call you beautiful there's still this disgusting feeling of wanting to be alittle more prettier.

HOWEVER....after much reflecting.. i came to pull myself up by thinking this way

  1. You need that little bit more of confidence to actually look better yourself
  2. Personally, even if you don't look as good, sometimes it's the charisma that brings about an appeal to the face...work on it
  3. you may not be pretty...but...your personality is the 1 thing that'll make up for that. you may not have those big beautiful eyes, that nice petite nose, lovely kissable lips. RETROSPECTIVELY, you have features that are already fine, just be thankful and work on a marvelous personality which will not just make up for that. it'll bring about a higher respect for you.  take a look at Jay Chou for example....simply charisma:}
  4. Whys did i stray from this????....' i just want to be perfect in God and my bf's eyes' and its already done...so whys am i still not satisfied ?
  5. Sharon, you're dumb.
so ya....sometimes, moodswings a b!tch and it totally brought about sad feelings. so sharon STOP!~

Tuesday, December 20, 2011

Alternative to tue usual makeup

Alternative to the usual makeup


online catfights yo!

                                                          melissa               vs                  xiaxue

now who'd you guys support really oo, after going thru that lady's blog, i actually feel that:

  1. she's alrights for a person, she has her own prespective
  2. she DOES NOT get her facts right before posting and hence got more flamed
  3. this is not any of my business so i should care so much
  4. she's like very sentimental   ( cannot take jokes ), abit airhead but insensitive to readers besides singaporeans 
  5. What DOES SHE WANT from all this YO!
  6. She disgrace her own country abit ;/ look at how xiaxue's readers respond!
Though yes i do agree xiaxue is really straightforward but that's her charm, dont like it then dont read! ( then again larh, i confess myself, we get curious and therefore end up in deep crap ourselves sometimes)

lastly, i just feel that she aint worth flaming at since she's just your regular person living on this earth. she ain't a big shot, so meh, no use spamming her oo therefore, im gonna learn must be careful when blogging yo! you want a real personal one then private it.

Monday, December 19, 2011

Lips oh Lips

fact about lips- never ignore them

Why,    firstly your lips are actually more fragile than the skin on your face, therefore, leaving out moisture from it actually causes a quicker damage than leaving out moisture from  your face as it dries out faster. Secondly, your dry lips can actually be a 'turn-off' for people looking at your face. Thirdly, leaving out moisture on your lips causes it to turn chapped which brings about the flakey effect and then after the peels your lips will have sores and bleeds. Sucks huh? which is whys im raging a little on looking after my lips these  days. 


Finally.... Don't  you think that's its a turnoff whenever you're gonna kiss your dearest and you're seeing what? flakey swollen lips? Or, you wanna take a photo but your lips makes it look.....urgh? cos its all bloody and swollen ;/? 

Your lips actually adds the finishing touch to a good camwhore photo of yours. Just examine my photos right now :}!  [on this post] 

Anyways.....


so sharon, what is the lip balm that you're using now?... 




for those who do read my blog, they would have known that im now having the bias of this lip balm 

http://a-iiling.blogspot.com/2011/12/back-to-reality-part-1-almost-non.html
which is a splendid alternative from using lip gloss/lip stick as the surplus is that it helps to lock moisture in your lips! more about this lip balm when i'll do a short video on it :} thanks for reading guys!

btw, for those interested 

Do so by firstly joining their FB page than go to contest for more details ^^
OH BABY ♥ ..... i thought you're finally back D': but he has to go once again...sigh, God be with him:{? pls pls pretty pls??? i miss him so much

oh the facial loves

ignore the dumb face ^^ anyways, ive finally came to a point whereby i had to refill my beloved Hada Labo toner :{ NOOO00000oooo, i acutally enjoyed it alot! the first few tries i was like an idiot, i used alot of the liquid to pat on my face, thus increasing absorbing time! In truth, i had to only apply 3 drops onto my palm before patting onto my skin. it's really a wonder cause no matter how, my skin remains largely moist! i love this toner but when i noticed that i was running out of it, i was like....NOOOOOOO!!! $23 gonna fly from my wallet again!

so today, i managed to pull my sister to simei to have our once in a full bloomed moon cheese baked rice then went up to daiso to get her eye lashes for her cosplay and OH! i got myself a table organizer ♥ love daiso ♥ then head to the local watsons and prepared for heartache as the thought of 23 bucks runs through my mind.


BAM! Hada Labo never fails to amaze me, they actually sell refill for their toner! how many facial products have this! okie it's still quite pricy....$18.30..... BUT....better than 22.90 RIGHT! 


Oh, and i finally gave into getting the hydrating milk. Its like SUPER THICK YOU KNOW ANOT! i needed like only 1/2 drops ONLY. i empathize on it. i'll do an update on it once i wake up tomalow morning/afternoon, let's see if this is too rich for my face and cause me to have pimples! i admit larh, im a Hada Labo fan, its a good facial products company :D!
( AHA+BHA facial foam at 16.90....hydrating milk @ 22.90.....Hydrating toner @ 22.90) 

  
jus so you noe peeps, its the angle, im sure of it, my eyes dont look that alien.

Saturday, December 17, 2011

This xmas

hiie peeps, is this look better? i got a feedback that my previous template was not reader-friendly so yeaps changed it :} anyways do help me click yas!

 This xmas is quite different for me, every year xmas by with me feeling altogether...indifferent although i know it's a supposed to be a joyful occasion in which christians are celebrating Christ's birth. Not until this year youth conference did i truly experience something different. I came to really understand what it means to be a christian.
Christian; just believe that Christ died for me is good enough
Thats a BIG misunderstanding...its more than just that. I shan't explain much cause im still coming to understand and i do not want to mislead you peeps who are reading this post. Just misleading alone does God an injustice.

whys this year is different for me?

  1. i finally came into decision on where's the church i'd want to develop myself in after 4 years of struggling with my own decision 
  2. This year, i fully came to accept Christ as my Lord
  3. This year.... i lost that dead feeling which 'living by my own rules' gave me when i decided to step out of it and follow Christ.
  4. Im extremely thankful for Christ who came down from being up there with God, to earth...just so i can have this chance to get myself out of this mess i am in when i lived by my own thinking.
  5. After every mental breakdown... somehow, i will  smile and press on... i know this does not come from me naturally cause every time i face such pain... a prayer calms me down and a sense of relief and 'determination' gets me to think positively. God's always faithful and besides that He allowed me to have lovie... a person whose there as well to be my wet blanket and moral support to get back up...most importantly to show that he's here, he loves me and he's here for me and that im not supposed to face such a pain without him here ♥ 
  6. This year.... someone whom i dubbed precious though never met had passed on...and i dunnoe how am i supposed to react to this matter...its really something that's alarming in me cause i really can't tell what am i supposed to do myself even though im not related but... he means alot as he's someone who brought lovie to this world and raised him well.
  7. this xmas marks the 1st death anniversary.
Now you guys might be wondering....God's unfair right? take somebody so precious away on this day... I doubt so....i sway back and forth thinking whys, whys had he have to pass on. There's always a meaning to everything God does, im still trying to find whys so in this matter. Cause, i want to not only bring myself out of this sad case , i want to bring lovie out of this with me as well, to see the greener side of this.

That aside.... during Xmas caroling session today, Pastor's short massage brought about something special for me....in this world everything else has short term happiness, once that origin of happiness is gone...normally so does that joy you receive... However, the 1 joy that's endless comes from God...(HUH? WHAT YOU MEAN?)...


hahahahhax, im still trying to uncover this myself but there are ppl who received this joy!!!

When they saw the star, they rejoiced with exceedingly great  joy- Matt 2:10
This referring to the wise men when they finally found about Jesus' birth. No matter what happens...there'll be this joy that He will give you to last you through this lifetime, even with the heartaches and all, this special joy will be there to keep you pressing on...thats what i believe. So i want to find and receive this special joy... I do hope lovie will find this too. My prayers will go to him this coming days as he searches through his mind as well.
btw, the sweater which i am wearing cost me $28, bought from city plaza ( paya lebar) @ level 3 at a shop; skim 

O LOVIE: Hiie lovie, now where are you ? still at the hospital:{? sick till cant talk or stuff :{ im really worried! i wondering is it because you have not been to japan for too long and now the cold's getting to you, i know you were already previously down with a bad flu and sore throat! i didn't apprehend it'll be this bad! come on, pls a little be of news to me pls pls pls :{! and pls God, take care of him which ever hospital he is in!


Friday, December 16, 2011


pls do me a small favor and click on the 'help me pls ad' :I! im sorry for asking such!

hiie guys, okie, im like way new to apple laptops ._. i cant get it that there's no control, there's commend
and that delete means back space if i look at the keyboard, so yeaps, have to look at the screen while typing which isn't easy for me! anyways, im gonna quit my job cause seriously, the FnB industry is so not for me. Im not good with the cleaning after the person leave part actually._. call me a princess or what, i really cant! im thinking of finally taking up that office job that my cousin had introduced to me way earlier this year but the catch is that i have to work everyday :{ expect for the weekends and that there's a need for a contract! i still have no idea if im gonna go JC or poly. However, now that i think about it, im actually good with geography and mass com stuff, so im really starting to pick an interest after one of my batch mate in church had a good conversation about this matter with me over dinner
during my youth conference (camp). 
anyways peeps, do you know that an alternative to Bugis, you could actually head down to City plaza, level 3/4, there are shops there that do sell clothes and shoes you can buy online and what more, you dont have to pay delivery charges unlike buying online. Ive hauled some good stuff and nahs, too lazy to show all of them to ya. Im just gonna show whats on my vlog later. Yes! i finally bother enough to do a vlog, and excuse me, im not good with such so i rushed what i say and im like.....ehhh stupid girl trying to act good with words ˆˆ" do pardon, i'll do a better job from hencefore. 

im like wondering what's there to do now oo, tomorrow, going to head for an interview to see if i can do some part time modeling for some blogshops that go to this place that provides a space for photo shooting:} wish me luck? yes i know, i hate doing all this but once in a while i do do this kind of thing cause i need the cash yo! i actually send about 30% of what i earn back home for my cousin so that he wont be short of cash for stuff to do with college/ i get him stuff from here, HEY! i prefer sg stationaries to there okie! there are better brands here than what i see there ^^, bet he's running out of good stationaries :{ btw, he's studying in the architecture course and has been really going a splendid job! i do want to help me in that in ways i can. He's my closet cousin and 1st childhood friend.

btw, in the vlog, i was trying to tell that i got the sweater for $27, it's not too thick or thin rendering perfect for normal days, unless its too hot larh and my new shoes at $30 :} 
my wardrobe is 70% empty after handing down my uniforms to my younger sister
yeaps thats all, i guess???
here's a vlog entry i promise way back a while ago




my youtube crush, jokes, lovie will get angry if i really do, but i admit larh, he's entertaining. i love the  sense of home he gives instead of the usual 'niga higa' or ' peter chao'. he has a sense of humor that i believe singaporeans and those living in singapore will better likely get :}

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

ssooooooooo....


Hiie peeps, my lover's snoring right now, he's sick, im sick too but apparently i often have insomnia. Its closing to sun raise, i want to chance the opportunity to see the morning which i often wake up too late to watch. Dawn is a beautiful time of the day, breath-taking and peaceful. I often wish to wake up early enough to appreciate it, however, im never an early raiser. what a waste.

yes, this time, last year, things were so diffrerent, i was more worried about how i was going to tackle my o level year and i notice that as the years past...i take things at a different approach. When i was a girl,i'd pack my luggage in a mess and bring alot of extra clothes which makes it hard to pack, i'd even bring my swim suit. Now what? i have other stuff to bring now, like bra, sanitary pads, deodorant, facial care? Its more things each year but the amount of space i need is actually less, im not as kiasu (too apprehensive? like too worried that i wont have enough), i'd bring just enough clothes with 1 pair of extras, im more tidy now, i even put all my necessities in a box so that it'll be all in just one place, i have a toiletries bag so that i can jus take and go instead of carrying so much for bath time. so yeaps....thats one thing

i notice that although im lazy to style, i do have my own taste of clothes now. My wardrobe used to consist of 60% uniforms, now its so empty as i no longer need them, slowly the space is being filled with new apparels which im interested in. 

I take things more cautiously and slowly now...unlike when i used to rush into stuff without questioning. Im more wary of God and the world that's opening to me. I start to pay attention to alot of things i used to be carefree off....

I know im only 16, im but a child, im still growing, but im glad im gonna grow up together with lovie. It makes the path to growing up more exciting than dreadful. Its gonna be a roller coaster ride. 

Monday, December 12, 2011

the meeker side of me

i have to admit...i wish to have long slim legs, a nicer face sometimes, a better attitude...etc etc. i know it's easy to change looks now, just wear contacts, dress up more often, curl/wave/whatever to hair. However, i still do value the natural face. I dont want to have the worry of going out making sure im looking as how i was normally. Cause i dress so plainly, i can go to the supermarket dressed in my night wear (shirt+track pants) and  i can dont give a dang whether people will go 'what, whys she look so....today'. i can go freely about not worrying about my eyes or make-up.

my hair???....i love it now, though im trying really hard to wave to make it look more natural:} i did consider highlighting but then again, i defeat the purpose of looking after my hair huh....i know, im really plain looking. I bet my bf's frens secretly compare and find me the most normal looking :x i always felt that way and that the compliments i get was to make me feel better. Though, i sincerely take in my bf's compliments. I give much care to how others see me as, as long as i look pleasant to his eyes, that's more than enough of me. I don't need others' attention. I know he'd be abit worried if i curled my hair, i know i look slightly better with curled hair. then again....i dunnoe?

im not willing to shake of how i look now. its nice to look about the same through i know im starting to look different after looking through all my old photos, how flat my nose used to be! and how tanned i was, it's amazing his cousin finds me white now oo

Friday, December 9, 2011

back to reality ( part 1-almost non personal-)


hiie guys, im sorry i took a sudden hiatus of 6 days as i was away for my youth conference ( camp/ Intensive Bible study camp). It was fabulous, in truth, though my wanting to go for camp was really abrupt as i was really not planning to attend camp, it is the most meaningful youth conference for me. I have had this heavy luggage on my chest whereby i do not know where's is the church for me, i had been blinded real bad that i did not know what do i really want in a church. When i went to City harvest, i really thought it's because i wanted to have a spiritual family, however, how could so much time be placed on worshipping and the message wasn't deep and powerful at all. I couldn't take down notes because i did not find them relevant to how i can apply God's word in my life. 

i confessed to my batch mate at Bethany that i was being stupid that all this while, my childhood church, where the love for God was placed for me.... it has been my church all this while. It was just that i got confused as i went through secondary school life that wasn't many of my batch mates, which made me drift away even more... Im really ever grateful to my teacher and Pastor for being there for me and persuading to go back on track

these are just my thoughts peeps...so really...what do you want in a church or rather how do you want to live your christian life? i was taught that while service to the Lord is very important, we must not forget the scripture as we use it as the 'Sword of Truth' to offend/defend whatever satan throws at us....One very evident way is vias....false teachings. my eyes got opened after going through so much. What do you guys want? just the highness from the worship and when you go back to reality its poof, back to the same old you?

i dont want that....i really do, and im gonna make a difference this time....watch me grow


anyways....that aside..1 thing to be really joyful about. Bf's willing to convert into Christianity, im like THANK YOU GOD! cause the whole time in camp i was worried about this matter cause basically, it's really hard to keep a relationship with a non-christian and dad really dont want that to happen to me...so yes...my prayer got answered. Let's see where this will lead to. I mean, how many boyfriends are willing to even convict themselves just so, they'll get to understand you better or stuff? For mine, it was to gain acceptance from dad. However, i do hope that he will one day come to know my God whom i love so dearly as well. (i'll go into more in depth on the second part)

personal blogging done
Bad hair...frizzy hair, course hair, untamed? it's advised to have a hair treatment every once in awhile is beneficial as due to the urban environment, our hair tends to get unhealthy as the dust,air borne chemicals, moisture, etc are often out to ruin our hair :{! 

Hence, once awhile, i'd get my hair treated to ensure it'll grow smoothly, this mainly because back in sec 2, i got my hair cut with RAZOR SCISSORS which was like a totally big mistake as it had absolutely damaged my hair. Before i went thru that horrendous episode, i do have long black jet straight hair that i had inherited from mommy. Why is razor scissors and layering hair bad? it actually splits the cuticle of the hair which actually then cause the fizzy effect. Hence i hate razor scissors and too much thinning of the hair

layering because, mainly we do not know how to actually look after layered hair, it's not all simple either and a simple rebound will not magically heal ruined layered hair, cause it will return to its original form.

Therefore, i stick to the 1 straight line across at the bottom of the hair.(classic). I go for treatment because it will actually force the cuticles open and make the hair absorb all the nutrients from the treatment without damaging the hair...it's basically like a health boast for hair (of course._.) i dunno whys i even typed that through. Mom brings me to Hair Journal right next to Aljunied's MAC :} After how many saloons etc that i go to, i only prefer this hair stylist, her name's Ting Ting. I was unable to take photo of her face through :{ i went for an intensive scalp and hair treatment to get rid of bacteria on my scalp as well as to really force nutrients into my hair.... total's like $158 but really worth it! Surplus that there was a xmas promotion of 30% if not i have no idea how much it would really cost.

first thing was: scalp treatment, basically a cream that brushed onto the scalp that cause a minty feel which should last for 10mins as the cream is meant to kill the bacteria and other harmful stuff in your hair.

after a wash, came the hair treatment, unfortunately, my phone died on me and when someone finally loaned me a portable charger, i was already done with it. However, i managed to take photo of the scalp purifying process that comes after both treatments ( it comes from france yo XD)

process uses cold mist. 

after which, when all was done, Ting Ting actually teaches me how to blow dry my hair and how to maintain my hair whilst shampooing and conditioning, i have not seen a hair saloon that actually bothers to give a short  tutorial and a frenly co-worker who'd lend you his iphone portable charger:} its my definite come backs all the time , what more does Ting Ting knows what's more suitable for both your hair and face ♥

tada~~~ tempo curls with just hair dryer and look how gentle and soft it looks. Totally caught my bookmark on this hair stylist and saloon :}



okie next, mommy brought me to get my eye brows done after my first day of work, initially we were intending to get our brows done at tampines for less than $5 till we chanced upon this elegant tiny shop in bedok point  that does facial beauty(NOT A SALOON), one of which involves eye brow shaping. 


This is professional's  expertise is that she would identify your face shape and shape your eyebrows according to what actually pairs with your face shape. She uses plucking albeit and it is not a nice feeling if you seldom shape your eye brows like me._. i teared you know:I The lady told me it's because i dont even /dont often pluck my eyebrow hairs which means they are firmly rooted._. ouch  (T^T)!!! The ambiance of the place is really....how can i say? womanly? a light touch of english mixtured with Japanese i dunnoe? sense of larvish? thats my opinion larh, you be your own judge



if you cant see, the chart is the different types of facial shapes and the one with the vintage post sign is 2 awards which the shop has won..Razor Spa 2011 and Beauty awards 2010
the assistant served a adorable minuet teacup of red date tea (gorgeous! it wasnt too sweet nor did it have a bitter taste to it!) 
the lady doing mommy's eye brows first, which took about 10-15mins?

for peeps who cant tell, she's wearing some japanese ethic costume, her assistant does as well, just that it's not as colour-coded. its grayish white.

finally, the fill-up form. you have to sign your name on a part that will \represent your eye brows. i forgot to ask whys through.

Oh guys, i'd like to show you 2 more items that i grabbed before i went for camp. Basically, since i'll be in air-conditioned environment almost the whole time, skin and lips will be more vulnerable to dehydration and hence i quickly went to pick up a lip bam
 
it's a newly lanched product from lip ice ($7.60) and since lip ice is my bias brand for lip care, i decided to give it a try. I must say that it never failed to provide moisture. The one thing that stands out is that it'll will cause your lips to change into a shade of pink which is unique to your lips, however, the colour of the lip bam is white
hence, it will change colour upon skin contact. 

another product which i did promised to do a short review about is Bio Essence's Acne/pimple gel
at a pricing of 19.90, i found it of worth to pimples that are serious. It is able to shrink and fortunately dry pimples with whiteheads, therefore i found it's worth to be quite alrights. The only catch is that its unable to clear acne pimples are thosre arre very serious cases. From what i've heard from others ah. So, if you're cautious since you've acne, this is not a gel to get. Its only effective on pimples that come from break outs. 



Saturday, December 3, 2011

influence

So, initially i didnt care about daiso much cos i always had this mind set that the stuff that are sold there are $2 so bad quality??? cos most of the time, stuff that are more costly tend to be better in quality. Of course larh, you paid good money for it! Till i was like crazing to faster do a last minute travel stuff shopping to prepare for youth conference and i got swayed by my fren to get empty bottles instead of trying to find my stupid essential travel sized conditioner and shampoo...can you believe, i searched in aljunied, simei, tampines and the only time i found was 1 pink bottle of essentials' conditioner. that's heartbreaking you ;'{

Yeaps, in the end we hastily rushed to simei at 8.30pm today to faster get bottles and a make-up box for my little sister. I have huge change of impression about daiso after walking in. There's stuff that actually are of big use to me since i want to be organised for camp and they're all @ $2 no matter what!

Okie, being curious, i actually grabbed a bottle of nose pack from daiso...yes i know, OMG it's $2 how can you! However, i came home, and did my homework before attempting to try the nose pack. It actually has good reviews about it and it's far more affective than Body Shop's very own nose pack. Least wise... im not going to use often for that till little fear of own skin's safety. I gave it a try and i sucked at it ._. i applied a real thin layer and it was hell to peel that layer off! Anyhows.....it's worth it! there's really those disgusting grime and dead skin off my nose! Wonderful but still cautious must be taken place since it's $2...:}
here's several reviews on this product....btw it's japanese! so it's more safe as jap products are usually safer(my belief larh)...

and if you want a few more review, jus google "daiso's nose pack'

and haul i got but not from daiso, is yet again a japanese product : Kenassy Hair Removal Puff
after watching an episode from Xiaxue to do with this product, which actually worked, i wanted to give it a try and BAM it worked like a charm, although you have to actually rotate the sponge for a bit of time. it proves useful indead....if you want to watch the video








by the way, it's quite affordable for a body hair remover?..... $9.90:}

anyways...that aside..some personal blogging
Right now, im currently like missing my bf like mad, im getting more and more clingy and that aint really good isnt it;/ im going for youth conference so talking to him will be harder and it's supposed to be the last day for 1 week that i could talk to him till the wee hours in the morning and he's mia-ing again and it sucks :{! i wonder where is he! 

Niel and me had a really....OO....eye-opening talk? and i was like....im afraid and yet im laughing about the matter wthcrap! i dunnoe? maybe because niel been really mean and funny at the same time;/? hahahx i dunnoe ^^ shan't talk about this anymore....


AHS! DARLING WHERE YOU WENT TO! :'{ tomalow how how how ;/.... anyways, it's our 5th month already, fast right? it's not an easy built relationship. we do not have a anniversary date, our relationship grow by the month and im so glad! i dunnoe what God has installed for the both of us but we'll give our best....i live by this quote about relationship with that.....a relationship only ends when both give up, so whatever happens, i really do not want to give up cause this is a really treasure/cherished/loved relationship and i really am putting effort to be the better girlfriend for him which also means tackling my fears and somehow...tat talk with niel actually does help? maybe cause she's a girl my age oo! ahs....really adore him ^^ can't be helped :Dwho watches you off to school even if he has a busy day huh? bet you girls' boyfriend dota all night only xp!

all i know, i love this guy, i adore him, he's the apple of my eye, in any life i'd be his girl and yes i know who i want to wed already.


Friday, December 2, 2011

insomnia ahwooohooo~

Ya, i know my blog is just full of words and lacks pictures like mad, sorry guys because:

  1. im a hell lazy to use camera exception to my beloved lomo-camera
  2. im an even hell lazier to upload photos
  3. do a vlog instead larh!....HEH! im lazy to even wait for the video to upload, my laptop likes to b!tch with me and makes waiting time millions of years a way
  4. i dont bother take much photos yet cos i know how horrible i look ah, i know larh you guys say 'looks don't matter' NO bluff! you'd confirm like to see a pretty face's blog with tons of photos better right ;p
  5. bottom line; i a very lazy person and my boyfriend totally agrees and chided me about it ;p
as the post title says, im having real bad insomnia with zero side-effects ._. (ahem i dont get eye bags^^v) whys? my eyes are small man xp beat that big eyes~ you've got the higher chance for eye bags and hence you're gonna look older faster XD!

okie okie~~~~ im feeling.....'mmmmeeehhh'...... cause i've a mixture of yay and nay for next week. Obviously yay because my previous sunday school teacher has gotten me pumped up for my old church's youth conference
and actually....i miss Pastor, i miss the familiarity, the frens, the warm feeling that i get...sometimes. so ya, in truth....i miss my old church ;'{ dont get me wrong.... City harvest was amazing but i just don't feel right there...different principles that i grew up in and they are HECK STUBBORN to swap of from my brain. its drilled to the core man! nay because i've still gotta report for work despite being a camper, it aint gonna be easy, don't you dare say imma princess, i do my work too hor! i promised my manager that i'll be working at least 2 days and friday i'm all theirs at 4 plus._. DANG, not an easy task T^T imagine coming back to camp with sushi smell and you're all tired etc....HEH!

actually hor, played smart with yingru and chose to work at bedok point....WHYS? that place barely has any visitors! it's the best place to work as, you're never gonna get worked to the bone. surplus,i'll take most of the afternoon shift and that the crowd only comes and night...BOOYA ^^v

Bf's finally returning from malaysia *soon* i hope larh? as he told me from yesterday;x i hope for real really :I! the internet in malaysia sucks and he's got no mircophone to talk to me on skype with! yes i use skype ;} i know you singaporeans jus use fb and twitter larh oh. Then again, skype's way faster, surplus to the video call + normal call XP and a faster chat line.  ( SPEAKING OF WHICH.... I HAVE NOT GONE FOR MOVIE WITH YAN TING DEAREST.... SHI%^&(&&T!!!!) ._. bet she forgot too ;p....our starbucks date DX!

anyhows.....imma gonna be a sushi tei waitress man! ya i know... 'aiiling you hypocrite! you said you hate seafood!'.....i still do and i on the spot admit i do....however, besides the fact that i'll just serve, i wont even think of eating it even if they'll offer it as staff meal XP.... HEY! THE PAY IS GOOD YO! bonus that my schedule'll be super flexible cause i can choose my own timing, HAH! beat you all salesgirls, got fixed shift one right ( does the annoying eyebrows and face).


anyways, im supposed to *sleeping together with darling* vias skype which basically mean, on the webcam and leave it on while we stay near the laptop and fall asleep......he's gonna kill me once he wakes up>read my blog>finds out im still awake> im lik so dead man. gonna get busted cos im not sleeping right again DX!

Thursday, December 1, 2011