real life superman

I dedicate this song to him once again here. You know ppl, he's always my superman. I know, he cant fly, he cant take down those villians, he cant jump mountains, neither can he defend earth.However, he always shows up right on time, when my world's crashing down and just listens and talk to me. He doesnt have to talk about whats killing me inside, he just has to talk to me and it magically clears all my thoughts. Thats right, he's my superman.

The sky's always clearer and more beautiful after the rain

i asked him.... tired?,,, he told me physically yes but emotionally no. i was like wow...i told you all those crap and you still aint tired of me....you're really a superman mimick, taking all my nonsense in... you know girls.
i dont need a guy to be like those...holding hands, call me in the dead of the night etc etc.That freaking long list that guys need to fulfill to make us girls feel cherished? he doesnt need to fill them, he already made me feel cherished. Though, i still feel heartbroken cause of all those rumours surrounding him and assholes pushing their luck with me.However,unlike those guys before him and those guys who try now.... he filled the empty space just by being himself, that made me even more sure of how much i still do need him even when i denied myself of all the rest of the male species.

maybe this separation made me cherish him more cause now it really evidently shows. really, i dont get him through, comes like a shadow, gone like a shadow too, tsk businessman tsk tsk.. (shoots ownself -going to take business course too-)....what is it in all this???...its just purely honesty and being yourself...you love a guy?...dont hide even that sad part of you. for example

• he did something bad, you shutup about it and you drop hints, he'll see something's a miss but he wont understand cos he's not you . You cannot expect your bf to be a mindreader, you'd be the dumbest girl ever. 

Mimick....he never fails to come back when this girl here feels like a fish out of water. There's always these words he'd tell

im here;im not leaving;im not going;im still here

Thats right, Sharon you nuts, you can memorize an O level geography textbook well but you always cant recall that he always tells you that....Because you're so paranoid, you cant flashback about how much this r/s meant to him....how stupid of you :{ hey mimick, you cant tell me this but i can

iloveyou

you the know crazy thing???... i fell in love with a boy, whose afraid of loving a girl, yet im a girl whose already scarred from all the r/s.... i grew to love that childish and carefree part of him, the silliest things his cousins would describe to me about what he does in the name of love, those shy voice msgs he'd sent me, those music he made for me, how he calmly talks to me even when its visible that im talking more and more like a drunken ass cause i had moodswings or being paranoid or stuff. These are some of what he just does.

He doesnt give me flowers, doesnt wait for me by my school gate, he only does the simplest things, things that a guy never does for me. An ex can be sweet, walk me to school and all that, but i experience them so many times before that i couldnt see the love from it anymore, just an obligation that a bf had to do....All he does is be with me, be that pillar i never once had from a guy whose not just supposed to be my bf, he's supposed to be my bestfriend. 

He cares about my feelings more than his own

Till the extand, he made sure mommy was there to 'cradle' me even while he's stumbling cos he himself is crying. We fell in love in a hopeless place, now there's a there a part of me thats with him and always will be with him.  i proudly admit.