so you're on your knees

Hey guys... i have an uncertain path ahead. i'll return after a hiatus for awhile, i need to cool off and stuff... relying on prayer and self reflection to move.


there's never a time i face soemthing and not become headstrong once again. thankful for a mother that went through alot of things to sway me again to stand firm. alamak, im talking nonsense already! okie, for those feel like dying, this is a good song to listen. There's a show called 'Earthquake' where literally the world's ground is shaking and mankind is being tortured...Again, the phrase ' What doesnt kill us, makes us stronger' .

( Earthquake 1974)

So yes, you'll crumble down to your knees once in a while, you'll bring yourself to one corner and turn into a ball, cry your heart out cause it hurts. Not the normal hurt, its a hurt that even the strongest medicine cannot heal...Its just your willpower.

Whether you want to stand firm and walk further than where you once were

So never let 1 major letdown get the better of you...cry for a nite/a day/ a time...then look forward a focus on something that needs your attention urgently. Especially if you're still a student.

Needless to say, never do this alone. If youre a christian as i am, your strength to pursuit happiness comes from but God alone. He's always just behind, waiting for you to go into prayer and seek Him. I remembered my church's Youth Conference... a verse that goes to alll His children

Fear not, for I am  with you; Be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, Yes i will help you - isiah 41: 10

So yes... even if you're a new christian but life is still so harsh; a little prayer goes a long way. no matter how simple it is. Just as long as you're willing to let Him do the works..but dont ever forget to press on. Help only comes if you yourself is willing to move. :}


Gambatte...i'll be here still rooting for you, praying and hoping for the best for you. i'll still be here mimick.